I think a lot. Im starting to think i should stop over thinking everything cause really it gets me no where.Monday night and im exhausted already.first day of the week how i dread you. im not sure whether on mondays you should be full of energy or whether you should be struggling to stay awake. waking up on mondays is like painting my right hand finger nails, its always a struggle. Tomorrow is only tuesday and i hate that because every tuesday i complain about it only be tuesday. maybe i shouldnt talk. i think the week should be rearranged- we should have a day off in the middle or something.
So im sitting up on my bed listening to my brother sleep talk and i think he has some real issues there, then again so do i. i dont want to go to sleep but i want to be asleep. i make everything complicated in that sense. i wake up almost every morning wishing i had gone to bed earlier. but even when i do get to bed i lie there for a good half an hour thinking about everything and of course if something isn't right i will lie there for hours thinking about it. my brain chooses to just toture me. so really why bother sleeping at all. well apparently after a certain amount of time without sleep you start having micro sleeps where you dont even realise your asleep. i wonder if this would be cool to experiment- then again i would just mess my body clock up even more. whatever im sleeping.